011 iftar with me classmates!!

as the title says, today i'm going to breakfast with my fellow classmates.wohoooo.i hope everything's gonna go as planned. yg sedihnya, only a few fompuan yg pergi due to some reasons. slh satunye, maybe sbb me. well, if i am the reason, i just want to apologize to everybody. chiow...

010 ENGINEERING MANAGEMENT *HAPPY*

today's is the last day for my hellness week..
can't wait till today's exam finish.
then i can enjoy myself for a little while..

exam mode

*SILENCE*

*wohooo*

lepas exam harus pegi pick up mom's baju kurung...
mine also sepasang for alterations...
*nyeh*nyeh*nyeh*

xsaba tggu mggu dpn...
walaaaaah...
balik umahhhhhh......

*yeeeeehhhhhaaaa......*

p/s: today is a very special day for me... *BLUSH*

09 MOBILE COMMUNICATION

today's paper is very tough because i don't understand what the lecturer is teaching. so please pray for my success in this exam. thanx a lot!!

exam mode

*SILENCE*

there's also a data comm lab quiz today..

*headache*shivers again*

p/s: can't wait for tomorrow afternoon....
i'm free like a bird for a few days...

*woot*woot*

08 TELECOMMUNICATIONS SYSTEM

exam mode....

*SILENCE*

i hope i can do well in this exam...
am still not ready for tomorrow's exam and the day after tomorrow's exam...

*shivers*
*sob*sob*

07 growing up

i'm just an ordinary girl who grows up in an ordinary environment. in a few days, i will be i year older then i am now. people expect that, when someone grows up, your behavior should be inline with your age, meaning, as you grow older, you should be wiser, smarter, and of course more matured. but, not everyone is like that. some may grow older but still behave like a little kids. some might be even worse then a kid. don't ask me, i also don't know why this can happen. despite not knowing the answer, i tend to ask myself when someone does act like a kid around me. i mean, why should you be like that. come on, you have to stand up for your right. be stronger than you are now. some that acts like a kid, sometimes annoys me and get on my nerve. so, with this opportunity i would like urge people out there, please behave like your age. like what you supposed to be.

06 Am I Alone?

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

by Megan Hance

05 soooo many things to get done *edited*

today is tuesday...
and starting today i will be really busy...
because of the followings...

1. microwave quiz this morning (done)
2. there would prolly be another quiz in mobile (no quiz today)
   
3. submit management assignment also today (done)
4. sit in the lab to learn about Microwave office for my FYP (skipped, i slept)
5. antenna report lab to be done and submitted this friday (done)
6. telco midterm exam Friday evening (done)
7. mobile midterm exam on saturday at 10 in the morning
8. and iftar with classmates, which i haven't decide yet whether to go or not
9. management exam on the sunday, again at 10
10. then only i can finally breath as a normal human being

i just cant wait for these things to be over...
because,until then, it will only be 1 week, before i'm home!!

*woot*woot*
<3<3<3

04 merdeka and independence

merdeka and independence..

both means the same...
just a matter of language that's making it different...
and of course spelling and pronounciation...

but, despite of their difference,
this day should be remembered by everyone in this country (malaysia)...
sbb,hari nilah, bumi malaysia kita bebas dr jajahan,taklukan,pemerintahan org luar...

kita sepatutnya bersyukur dgn negara kita,
yang bebas drpd perang sekarang...
yang bebas penjajah sekarang...

but, still...
ada yang xbersyukur...
siape yg makan cili pasti terasa pedasnya..

dengan kesempatan ini, me wanna wish my country a very big happy 52nd independence day!!!

1 MALAYSIA!!

p/s:saya bangga jadi anak malaysia!!

03 monday blues

everybody hates monday...
i know...
i hate monday's too...
so, i'm no different from everbody else...

but,
why do i feel so different right now?
why do i feel i'm all alone?
why do i feel that i have no friends?
why do i feel so insecure?
why do i feel so sad these few days?

*silence*

i need to step up...

but,
i can't...

i'm scared...
i'm shy...
i'm mad at myself...
i'm just not in the mood...

so many things are racing in my mind..
i have to get things in order...
and FAST..
really FAST i mean...
if not,
i'm going to fall...
and it will fall deeper by the minutes...

so wake up pillowhead!!
you can do it!!

*go miss pillowhead*

02 a new day

hari ini hari ahad...

pasti ada yg tgh berehat di rumah...
pasti ada yg mseh mmbute...
pasti ada yg plan nak berbuka diluar bersama famili...
pasti ada yg berbunga hati sbb dpt shopping raya...
pasti ada yg tgh dating dgn sang arjuna masing2...
pasti ada yg tgh online sekarang...
pasti ada yg baru nak mandi...
pasti ada yg tgh layan muvie skrng...

seberapa bnyk pasti,
aku tetap harapkan korng semua selamat dimana jua korng berada...
selamat berpuasa...

01 fresh start

i hate the feeling of being alone when you're actually not...
seems like what you have is nothing...
doesn't mean anything to you...
until you finally realized that you have lost it..

I've been saying this for quite sometime now...
I'm saying it to the people around me...
little did i know,...
now, i am one of them...

i now realized what I've done was wrong...
i was lucky that haven't lost it, but i almost did...
this is all because of my selfish behavior...
i wish i can turn back time..
but now, it's to late..
i just have to face the consequences for the choice that i had made..

i wish i had made the right choice...
no, the right choice now is to balance between the 2...
don't get me wrong, i'm not juggling two men at the same time...
right now, i have to balance between my friends and my love...
both are equally important to me... (of course family is the most important)
without both of them, i'm not who i am today...
so, i really want to thank both parties for all they had done for me and me realized..

and i'm glad i got to wake earlier to the real world..
seriously, BALANCE!!
or in other words, justice...