01 fresh start

i hate the feeling of being alone when you're actually not...
seems like what you have is nothing...
doesn't mean anything to you...
until you finally realized that you have lost it..

I've been saying this for quite sometime now...
I'm saying it to the people around me...
little did i know,...
now, i am one of them...

i now realized what I've done was wrong...
i was lucky that haven't lost it, but i almost did...
this is all because of my selfish behavior...
i wish i can turn back time..
but now, it's to late..
i just have to face the consequences for the choice that i had made..

i wish i had made the right choice...
no, the right choice now is to balance between the 2...
don't get me wrong, i'm not juggling two men at the same time...
right now, i have to balance between my friends and my love...
both are equally important to me... (of course family is the most important)
without both of them, i'm not who i am today...
so, i really want to thank both parties for all they had done for me and me realized..

and i'm glad i got to wake earlier to the real world..
seriously, BALANCE!!
or in other words, justice...